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Tim Miller's avatar

I've gone though several deconstructions in my life. I deconstructed from Catholicism to atheism at 13. A bad drug experience in college resulted in a fast reconstruction to Evangelicalism in my early 20s. After 3 years, I could no longer square that with being gay, so I deconstructed fast at first, then gradually into a sort of liberal Christian / Buddhist blend that I enjoy today. At the ontological layer, I have some I guess provisional beliefs that have been carefully picked and chosen from Christianity and Buddhism. So I definitely have some grounding in the ontological layer, but it's iffy and squishy because I "enjoy" or "suffer from" a profound sense of uncertainty. How can I really know much of anything at all? I believe stuff. There's other stuff I want to believe so I sort of do. But to actually *know* stuff? That is a tall order.

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Dennis Doyle's avatar

If people continue to live lives shaped by love, moved by the story of Jesus, and anchored in meaning—even after letting go of ontological certainty—then perhaps something deeper is still at work. Perhaps the Spirit does not require our perfect metaphysical clarity to move through the world. Perhaps grace still speaks, even when the creed is whispered, or doubted, or reimagined.

You said it beautifully: “The ethic of love and the story of Jesus are powerful.” I agree. And if they still bear fruit in lives of mercy and courage, might that not itself be a kind of testimony?

Maybe the deeper question is not, “Do they still believe?” but “Is love still being born?”

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