You might be wondering why I'm slowing going through the seven great pains of sin that Julian of Norwich describes in Revelations of Divine Love, enumerating the plights and predicaments of a servant who falls into a pit upon setting out on a mission from their lord. I'm interested in this vision of Julian's because it can be difficult to talk about sin in an increasingly post-Christian world, and especially among Christians who are deconstructing their faith. Talk about sin can be shame and guilt inducing.
Julian, though, is not guilt or shame inducing. Her vision of God's loving, non-judgmental posture toward us is the reason why she is everyone's favorite mystic. And yet, Julian shares with us a sermon about sin. But the sermon doesn't have a wrathful, judgmental God. Rather, sin is like falling into a pit and becoming injured, where the mind is stunned by the pain. In short, I think Julian of Norwich is a resource for talking seriously about sin, but a non-judgmental way.
This brings us to the fifth great pain of sin. Hurt and stunned in the pit, Julian says that the servant "cannot rise." The servant cannot get up or climb out of the pit.
We've already described this incapacity when looking at the injury and hurt of the servant. Our powerlessness. Our stuckness.
Here's why I think that matters.
A few years ago I did a breakout section for Rachel Held Evans and Nadia Bolz-Weber for one of their Why Christian? conferences. This was just after the publication of Reviving Old Scratch, and Rachel wanted me to talk about the devil and spiritual warfare. I entitled the class "Exorcism 101."
That title was a bit of a provocation given the audience attending the conference. The Why Christian? audience was mostly comprised of deconstructing evangelicals, ex-evangelicals, progressive Christians, and Christian-adjacent agnostics. So a talk about the devil and demons was going to be potentially triggering, given how spiritual warfare is generally talked about in more conservative and traditional Christians spaces, especially among pentecostals and charismatics.
One of the approaches I took with that audience concerned the "atonement wars" going on at the time, and still raging among those who are deconstructing their evangelical faith. Specifically, penal substitutionary atonement was being rejected by the Why Christian? crew as bad and shame-inducing. There was a lot of conversation then about Christus Victor views of the atonement, as an alternative to penal substitutionary atonement, as Christus Victor was deemed to be a "non-violent" vision of atonement.
To catch you up, if you don't know about any of this, Christus Victor atonement, which goes back to the church fathers, is the view that humanity was enslaved by hostile cosmic forces--Sin, death, the devil, and the principalities and powers. In the incarnation, death, resurrection and ascension of Jesus, these powers are defeated and humanity set free. Notice that there is no blood sacrifice to appease a wrathful deity in this view. God requires no death to forgive us. Atonement is "non-violent."
As you can see, Christus Victor would hold a lot of appeal for deconstructing and progressive types struggling with penal substitutionary atonement. That was my audience at Why Christian? and why Christus Victor was buzzing among them. But in my talk I pointed out a lurking problem for this group.
Specifically, for Christus Victor to "work" you have to have a pretty robust vision of being held captive by dark, enslaving powers. Powers like the devil. Powers like sin. And yet, these were the supernatural and metaphysical sorts of things many in the Why Christian? audience were struggling to believe in. Deep into their deconstruction of faith, they hardly believed in God anymore. So how were they going to believe in something like the devil?
Which brings me back to Julian's vision. For a Christus Victor vision of atonement, you need to face Julian's fifth great pain of sin: You "cannot rise." Christus Victor atonement is premised upon the condition that you are stuck. Enslaved, even. You cannot rise. Consequently, you need an intervention from a power beyond yourself. You need rescue.
That idea--salvation as rescue--goes to Julian's vision of sin as being in a pit of hurt, confusion, and pain. Consequently, if you want a vision like Christus Victor, salvation as rescue, you need to articulate a vision of the pit we're all in. You have to imagine something like what Julian of Norwich imagines.
The default human condition is immature & irresponsible. The Gospel of Jesus is a 180 degree departure from that condition. I draws & invites us to abundant life whereas our natural state leaves childish & immature, lacking everything God through Christ offers.
While I use metaphors & imagery to describe who God is & what following Him is like in the end it all circles back around to Jesus crucified & resurrected. To blood, to brutal beatings, to railroad spikes being hammered into the hands & feet of a human who is conscious. Do I lead with that reality? Not often, depending on my audience. When people soften the edges of these brutal facts we make the reality of God go away for a softer more palatable, more easily dismissible Supreme Being. This isn’t our fault per se. Our “church fathers” & Jesus’s fan club, me included, stopped being able to explain why we have faith & hope. This left the upcoming potential followers of The Way to want & desire for what Jesus offered with no guidance to Him.
What we are seeing in this next wave of societal movement is people realizing that trying to erase God from humanity leaves us broken, disjointed & chaotic. The social architects, with their resentments towards Jesus’s fan club, thought erasing God from the conversation would be a net win. What we are seeing is that “they” were wrong. When Paul said the “wages of sin is death” it wasn’t to gain power over or control us. It was a warning & a promise. God made them male & female with diverse personalities for one purpose…to serve Him not our hedonistic whims. Come to find out following hedonistic (sin filled) whims leads to death. Death for the individuals mental, spiritual, societal & physical health. Shocking I know. To say that everyone has personality traits that vacillate between feminine & masculine (known today as non-binary) is simply stating a fact psychologists have known for years. It’s not a fact that supposed to be used to put oneself into a marginalized minority so that we can stay childish & immature. It’s just a rebellion against God’s Truth, which is sin, and guess what, it brings death to the individual & society. Premarital sex brings death to the family structure. Homosexuality does the same thing, it undermines & brings death to the “nuclear” family design God drafted. Sin is in fact…sin.
No matter how we try to soften the edges, God’s revealed truth about sin remains. It brings death in all forms. This, by no means, is the comprehensive list of sin just the societal highlights. They are all just an outcropping of the rot going on in our hearts. Rot that happens when we try to soften the blow of sin in our own lives therefore remaining natural men & women, childish, immature & irresponsible.
Richard, it seems to me the difficulty arises in my/our inability (and I'll confess sometimes it's my *unwillingness*) to hold several of those Atonement theories in tension. No single theory, whether Christus Victor or Penal Substitution (or several others!), has sufficient explanatory power for the magnificent grace, power, and justice that's shown by God's rescuing us from the pit...thanks for helping me be more self-aware of my understanding of our loving God!